The Final Days Are Here

Now that I am in then last two weeks of class, I am starting to get excited, and freaked out at the same time. For reasons that include:

My final project.

Everyday I feel empowered that I can do this, and that its not even that hard. At some point during that same day, I feel like I haven’t learned anything. I know that this has been a theme of mine, and its still happening. Its exciting to work on a long term project, but it is also a bit scary to try to build something from scratch. You don’t want to know how many times I have contemplated scratching everything and starting all over.

Class is almost over

As much as my brain has had to stretch and grow over the last 2 ½ months, you would think that I would look forward to the end. But actually, I have gotten used to learning something new everyday, and trying to stretch myself to understand it all. The idea that it will end in a couple of weeks frankly, makes me sad.

What comes next ?

Even with the final project to finish, portfolio to finish, projects to polish up and finish…I feel like I can get through this. What happens next, and what do I really want, what can I afford to want…right now those are much harder questions. My time limit on coming up with an answer is running out, and It feels like I got here just way too fast.

So, I got just 2 more weeks, and then….who knows. In the meantime, I stay excited…and freaked out. Mostly hopeful, believing that things will somehow work out.